I must be a petty and narrow-minded bitch with a damn high ego to even behave this way!
Cuz i actually do feel affected by all these happenings.

Should i indulge in self-pity now? Or should i start cursing them for a breakup?

What i am, at least, clear about is that it is not that particular him who is bothering me.

It's more of the fact that people of my past have all moved on and took up new partners and are living in their happily-ever-after lives.

Meanwhile, im just stuck. Yes, stuck at i dunno what.
But stuck.

In fact, i am sick of making the wrong decisions and sticking to them all the time, because I've somehow lost the way back to the right track.

You know what, i need a holiday to pamper myself. I am serious.